...moving on

I saw this un-post blog from Pinky... i wrote this 09 july 2013, judging from the content, i was still emotional back then... i still feel sad from time to time, but just like what they say, TIME can heal wounds... it's been more than a year, many things have happened... but one thing for sure,,, Kakang Mely will always be in our hearts and memories... and her name will live another lifetime...

things happen for a reason, and what happened last june 28 (2013) is not an exception. a part of me is holding unto this, but a bigger part of me is asking WHYs. it just happened so fast like a blink of an eye. just like that. period. what happened is a big surprise. is it possible to rewind it and have that car pass that intersection, perhaps, 10 or 15 minutes later, so it won't have any chance to hit the tricycle??? or what if they just decided to get tricycle from the terminal, there's a possibility that they won't take that route? well, i can go on thinking of all the possibilities to avoid that accident the entire day, but sad to say, at the end of the day, nothing will change... it happened, and we can no longer do anything to change it... :( :( :(

thank you Kakang Mely for everything, thank you for always being there with us, thank you for all the support, thank you for the love and understanding, thank you, thank you! we will surely miss you. you will always be remembered. things will never be the same without you. We love you, i hope you are happy and at peace now.

...mixed :-)

...it's holiday today, so it's lazy tuesday for me... polcon was over a month ago, with few glitches here and there, i can say it was successful... then, just when we are just getting bck to our daily routine and piles of pending works, a visit was scheduled... the visit somehow really tried my patience and i almost give in, well good thing, i was able to maintain my composure and tightly pressing my lips to stop from complaining talking with matching inward sigh have saved me from being an ineffective employee... a round of applause for me please!!! :-)

...the family's little angel was born on 25th of june, and had her baptism on 20th of july, welcome to the family, Mely Angelique!!! :-)

...MAD monday!

Just what Nikki Grace Lim is always saying: it’s so G R R R R R R R R...

... and just like what Angelica Panganiban said in the movie, One More Try: ang pasensya ko konting-konti na lang...

So G R R R R R R R R R R R!!!! What the hell are they doing?!? Are they even working?!? They are being paid but what??? Are they doing something?? Or are they just busily sitting around and just waiting for their paycheck??? My goodness!

nabaha ang files, and then what? That’s the end of it??? Nakakaloka!!!

...monday Fridays ;)

...nakakapagod din. but just like what i've said, there's no easy way to success. yap, it's unfair. we are giving out more than what we should give, yet it's not enough? are they expecting us to be available round-the-clock?

...surprisingly, i am not entertaining the idea of quitting, maybe because this is what i need. i need to know the extent of how much i can do, the challenge to be better, the challenge to give out the best that i can give. the idea that i am functioning. the idea that things are not routinary. the experience of adrenaline rush from time to time. the experience of exhausting all your energy until you just want to stop and cry it all out.

...this is what i want. i am doing something worthwhile. something that years from now, i can say that i did something worth remembering. things that were not just waste of time.

...i am on the right track. this is my plan. this is how i wanted to spend my life.

...looking forward of more monday Fridays! :)

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...people are leaving one by one, i can't help but feel sad kasi very short period of time ko lang sila nakasama...yet i am also happy 'cause finally they will be given na their foreign assignments... seeing them excited, anxious, nervous - totally mixed emotions!!!! i am looking forward for that day when it would be my chance na to leave and experience working in one of the foreign posts :) :) :)

...the feeling of being left behind is a little sad, but i am just looking forward for the day the we will meet again.