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...people are leaving one by one, i can't help but feel sad kasi very short period of time ko lang sila nakasama...yet i am also happy 'cause finally they will be given na their foreign assignments... seeing them excited, anxious, nervous - totally mixed emotions!!!! i am looking forward for that day when it would be my chance na to leave and experience working in one of the foreign posts :) :) :)

...the feeling of being left behind is a little sad, but i am just looking forward for the day the we will meet again.

Visita Iglesia 2014

VISITA IGLESIA 2014

Good Friday, 18 April 2014

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1. San Juan Nepomuceno Parish, San Juan Batangas

2. San Pedro Bautista Parish, Candelaria, Quezon

3. Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Tiaong, Quezon

4. Queen of the World Parish Church, Tiaong, Quezon

5. San Pablo Cathedral, San Pablo, Laguna

6. Parish of St. Michael the Archangel, San Pablo, Laguna

7. Immaculate Concepcion Parish, San Pablo, Laguna

8. Nagcarlan Church, Nagcarlan, Laguna

9. Liliw Church, Liliw, Laguna

10. St. Mary Magdalene Parish, Magdalena, Laguna

11. Pagsanjan Church, Pagsanjan, Laguna

12. Immaculate Concepcion Parish, Sta. Cruz, Laguna

13. San Antonio de Padua Parish, Pila, Laguna

14. St. Augustine Parish Church, Bay, Laguna

15. St. John the Baptist, Calamba, Laguna

...test ;)

...april 10, 2014 - ever since that date has been confirmed, i tend to look forward for that day to come with anxiety and excitement. i am thinking that it will be a make or break. weeks before that day, the pressure and stress greatly enveloped me, as much as i don't want and how hard i tried not to cry, especially in front of anyone, i broke down. i just felt that i need to release my anxiety that day, i tried to rush going out and hide at the CR, but i lost my composure. i cried in front of them. but i guess, it made me feel more relaxed afterwards. it felt like my emotions will start anew.

...i felt that things become tougher as the date nears, anxiety, stress, frustrations and tiredness, but i somehow felt numb... i was thinking about things after the event... i was just looking forward for the holy week break, cause by that time, it was all over... few days before, things were still unclear, preparations are still not enough, things needed are incomplete... yet i am positive that things will be okay... everything will turn out good... then the event has been indefinitely postponed...

...i initially felt disappointed because it means we will start from scratch all over again once another schedule is set. but as the situation sinked in, i also felt relieved that we will be given more time to prepare... well, at least i now had the idea of how to do things, on how to prepare, on what to expect, on how much effort to exert, and on how i should handle things - tiredness, pressure, anxiety, and i should learn how to have grace under pressure.

...it was a learning experience that i should be reminded always especially whenever things get tough! :)

International Women's Day celebration

Photo from: www.popsugar.com

...the human woman symbol that WE formed last Saturday morning (08 march 2014) at the Quirino Grandstand in celebration of the International Women's Day; yap! I was part of that formation... :) hopefully, it can be included in the Guinness World of Records! :)

...dunno :(

something's wrong... something's bothering me... but i can't really figure it out... i suddenly felt not talking since last night... something's off with me... i realized this morning, what i'm feeling is a little too much... Ron is telling me about her check up, but all i said was "okay"... i did not even greet Angelique... and the worst is i didn't even bother to watch the Thursday episode of BCWMH last night... i am a little weird... and what is more annoying is i cannot pinpoint what is happening to me... i guess it's just the this-and-that emotions that have piled up... i felt like crying, i felt so exhausted, i suddenly felt that i am again suffocated... i am getting annoyed... i am hoping that this thingy be over soon...

it's Friday today, meaning it's Saturday again tomorrow... school day! i don't know what to feel, there are moments that i wanna give up studying, but i cannot because i wanted to have a Masteral Degree, but is it really for me? is going back to school worthy of my time? or should i do other things? we have a scheduled family get-together tomorrow and i am torn between going home and attending my class... the thing is: until now i cannot fully comprehend why i wanted a Masteral Degree? my primary reason is personal growth - i wanted to prove my worth, i wanted to prove that i can do better, i wanted to prove something to myself and to others... i wanted to prove that i am better than this, that i am better than what others thought of me... and of course, my graduate studies may help a bit my career path... i don't know, am i asking too much? am i aiming too high? i really don't know...

after being accepted in AC and getting into this Department, i never thought that i will again come across this feeling... feeling of: am i doing the right thing? where am i really going?

feeling sentimental all over again! :(