...MAD monday!

Just what Nikki Grace Lim is always saying: it’s so G R R R R R R R R...

... and just like what Angelica Panganiban said in the movie, One More Try: ang pasensya ko konting-konti na lang...

So G R R R R R R R R R R R!!!! What the hell are they doing?!? Are they even working?!? They are being paid but what??? Are they doing something?? Or are they just busily sitting around and just waiting for their paycheck??? My goodness!

nabaha ang files, and then what? That’s the end of it??? Nakakaloka!!!

...monday Fridays ;)

...nakakapagod din. but just like what i've said, there's no easy way to success. yap, it's unfair. we are giving out more than what we should give, yet it's not enough? are they expecting us to be available round-the-clock?

...surprisingly, i am not entertaining the idea of quitting, maybe because this is what i need. i need to know the extent of how much i can do, the challenge to be better, the challenge to give out the best that i can give. the idea that i am functioning. the idea that things are not routinary. the experience of adrenaline rush from time to time. the experience of exhausting all your energy until you just want to stop and cry it all out.

...this is what i want. i am doing something worthwhile. something that years from now, i can say that i did something worth remembering. things that were not just waste of time.

...i am on the right track. this is my plan. this is how i wanted to spend my life.

...looking forward of more monday Fridays! :)

...Post[e]

...people are leaving one by one, i can't help but feel sad kasi very short period of time ko lang sila nakasama...yet i am also happy 'cause finally they will be given na their foreign assignments... seeing them excited, anxious, nervous - totally mixed emotions!!!! i am looking forward for that day when it would be my chance na to leave and experience working in one of the foreign posts :) :) :)

...the feeling of being left behind is a little sad, but i am just looking forward for the day the we will meet again.

Visita Iglesia 2014

VISITA IGLESIA 2014

Good Friday, 18 April 2014

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1. San Juan Nepomuceno Parish, San Juan Batangas

2. San Pedro Bautista Parish, Candelaria, Quezon

3. Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Tiaong, Quezon

4. Queen of the World Parish Church, Tiaong, Quezon

5. San Pablo Cathedral, San Pablo, Laguna

6. Parish of St. Michael the Archangel, San Pablo, Laguna

7. Immaculate Concepcion Parish, San Pablo, Laguna

8. Nagcarlan Church, Nagcarlan, Laguna

9. Liliw Church, Liliw, Laguna

10. St. Mary Magdalene Parish, Magdalena, Laguna

11. Pagsanjan Church, Pagsanjan, Laguna

12. Immaculate Concepcion Parish, Sta. Cruz, Laguna

13. San Antonio de Padua Parish, Pila, Laguna

14. St. Augustine Parish Church, Bay, Laguna

15. St. John the Baptist, Calamba, Laguna

...test ;)

...april 10, 2014 - ever since that date has been confirmed, i tend to look forward for that day to come with anxiety and excitement. i am thinking that it will be a make or break. weeks before that day, the pressure and stress greatly enveloped me, as much as i don't want and how hard i tried not to cry, especially in front of anyone, i broke down. i just felt that i need to release my anxiety that day, i tried to rush going out and hide at the CR, but i lost my composure. i cried in front of them. but i guess, it made me feel more relaxed afterwards. it felt like my emotions will start anew.

...i felt that things become tougher as the date nears, anxiety, stress, frustrations and tiredness, but i somehow felt numb... i was thinking about things after the event... i was just looking forward for the holy week break, cause by that time, it was all over... few days before, things were still unclear, preparations are still not enough, things needed are incomplete... yet i am positive that things will be okay... everything will turn out good... then the event has been indefinitely postponed...

...i initially felt disappointed because it means we will start from scratch all over again once another schedule is set. but as the situation sinked in, i also felt relieved that we will be given more time to prepare... well, at least i now had the idea of how to do things, on how to prepare, on what to expect, on how much effort to exert, and on how i should handle things - tiredness, pressure, anxiety, and i should learn how to have grace under pressure.

...it was a learning experience that i should be reminded always especially whenever things get tough! :)