seven

...the 7th year came before i knew it... the time did not only fly, it actually zoomed fast like a bullettrain... this only means that another year has been added to the somehow wasted struggling time of knowing what i really want to do... as i reached my 7th year today, just when i'm seriously considering of leaving my comfort zone, i somehow felt being appreciated, and i just realized it's one of my weaknesses... it feels good when your work is appreciated... BUT, may i just emphasize that this will have nothing to do with my plans... i have already decided to go... i have already began my "i don't care anymore" attitude... this is not about any other thing, this is just about me... if i was given monetary consideration, it's because i did my part in the past, no one has the right to ask me now WHY? i've celebrated this day for the past 6 years happily, but not anymore... seven years has been a big part of me, and i am greatly thankful for those years, i owe them so much, i learned a lot, but just like almost everything, there's always an end... i need to start a new chapter sooner or later... Thank you Lord for those 7 years, but definitely there would never be an 8th year... months from now, things would be a lot, lot different, it may be easier or more difficult, but i know i'll be happy and won't feel any regrets... :) With Lord's help, I'll feel okay and better... :)

It's now or never... :)

CNBLUE: Teardrops in the Rain

...no one ever sees, no one feels the pain, i shed teardrops in the rain...

...disney!

...TODAY is post galore day!!!! :)

waaahhhh...... i wanno go back to Hongkong Disneyland (wailing mode!!!!) hahahaha....

thinking aloud...

...it's really been a while, my last post was about the third Detective Conan - Live Action movie, but i have already seen the fourth one weeks ago...

...today doesn't feel so right, seems like something is wrong, it really feels so annoyiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg, why do good things always need a counterpart, so annoying.... i always try to be positive, sometimes i succeed, but there are really times like this that you can't defeat negative vibes, sigh! sigh! sigh! well, well, well... i thought of something good, we are just waiting for Mac's passport and Ron's back in Manila... i'll just end here in a positive note! :)

indie

...well, well, well... it's been a while, eh...

...just some post-Independence day thoughts...

The Philippines celebrated its 114th anniversary of independence/freedom. If I remember what I learned from my history classes right, the Independence Day that we are celebrating every June 12 happened in 1898, but Americans were still ruling in the Philippines in 1900s. Does this mean that we are only celebrating independence from the Spaniards, how about our independence from the Americans, when is it? Or maybe we haven’t really gained our independence from them. We may not be directly under their rules nowadays but we are still so much dependent on them.