hopeful

things seem to be on the right track...
i was given the chance...
it's now really up to me to really do my best to achieve what i want...
i believe this is what God prepared for me, and i am very grateful for this...
i am thankful for what i have right now...

i know things won't be always easy, i will encounter few difficulties, but i believe that i'll pass them all just like my worries before... i just need to keep my faith on HIM :)

hoping for the best! :)

it's been months... what's new?? i have resigned from work and jobless for more than three months now... after so much urong-sulong, i finally had the courage to try my luck on my plans of going back to school - to take up Masters in Asian Studies in UP Diliman's Asian Center... i have finally passed the requirements last March 13, and had the Aptitude and Essay Exam today (yesterday, actually since it's April 9 na today) how's the exam? what do you expect? it's a million times harder than the UPCAT!!! i really had my brain cells cracked into thousand pieces!!! hahaha... but seriously, it's an admission exam in UP, no need to ask, right? :) but today's activity is just the second step of a long journey, (the first step is passing the requirements!) the panel interview is scheduled on the 18th, so wish me luck!!! :)

this has been a long overdue plan...
it's hoping for the best and expecting for the worst...
if i'll be admitted and have the chance to pursue it, i'll be very happy but if not, it's just also okay...
at least i had the chance to try and i am really glad enough to reach this far...

I have always believe on God's Master plan for me, ever since! so THY will be done! :)

happy 2013! :)

happy new year!!!

i was able to complete the nine masses of simbang gabi. love it!

time flies, days are in a hurry, we are already on the 12th day of 2013. no regrets on my decision to resign, although i'm now just full of options on where to go next. no definite plans yet. i know what i want and i'm praying for it. hopefully i can have it soon.

i am looking forward for another significant year. :)

something new :)

i am so glad to meet new "friends"... it was our very first time meeting each other but i somehow felt an instant connection... it was really like a teammate spirit that we did not get on in the elevator since there's no space for the five of us, we ended up using the stairs - 4th going down the ground floor... it was fun meeting 'variety' of individuals... Karl, graduate of Central Colleges of the Philippines and currently working as an Editor; Niccolo, fresh graduate of BS Psychology from Ateneo de Manila University and now wants to pursue Music while working; Chino, graduate of Consular Studies in De La Salle University - College of St. Benilde and worked as Flight Attendant in PAL for few years; and Candice, who is working as a traffic reporter for a radio station... it was my first time to meet different people, with different background in just a single day, and it was really fun... Good luck Batch 6 teammates, it just so sad that i have to quit :( i hope to meet you again in the future... :)

...stepping forward

the first few days was very difficult, there were awkward silence from time to time... it felt like the first few days, when i still need to think what to say and i just can't comment on things, i felt that i need to be careful on what i will say... i thought the remaining days would be like a mirror of the first few days... the worst is the first day actually, i got hurt, it seemed that they don't really know me...

the following days felt better, it seemed that things have already sinked in... maybe they have already understand, yet the questions still linger, i actually have a definite answer but the way things happen, it seems that my answer will never be accepted... but still, i'm sure of what i did...

i fully understand the consequences and i am ready to surpass them all... it is only now that i somehow stick to something that i want to do, so i'll go for it even if the road ahead of me is so hazy and maybe with super typhoons but i'll be happy to pass through it and be rewarded with sunny atmosphere!!!